Sparks/Fireworks

Sparks

Your CONFUSED right?

dont know what to do. Your overwhelemed and guilty .

Then your annoyed and frustrated.

Your mad at me, and your mad at You.

but u kinda like being inside my mind.

You take in all my laughs and smiles. and you feel like their owed to you.

after all im the one thats making you feel like this.

maybe u can forget about me.

find things wrong with my character.You knowm build up walls til’ it pushes me out of your head.

run me in circles til’ i get tired of chasing you.

put a gap between us.

deprive me of notifications…

catch me running through ur idle mind,

thinking about things i’ve taught you.

Asking god what it all really means and quoting how “everything happens for a reason”, Ha!

so i gotta hear those oh tired lines bout “how u can’t have a girl right now, or how Your not ready, not quite steady

not quite stable or able,

to provide me with the attention I need.

So u push me away.

starving…

telling me i won’t come back….

but you cant help that i’m here….. On the otherside of the phone.

and your thoughts won’t do a way with me.

Tell em’ WHY YOU MAD… 

how come you don't make videos anymore?

ii got busy with trying to become stable when i came to NY, i regret it.. but sometimes i dont because i want more structure for myself and my videos. 

You can look me in my face and see I ain’t myself no more #trustissues

You can look me in my face and see I ain’t myself no more #trustissues

Closing my Heart

never to be loved again……

momost:

WINE+ WEED+ THIS SONG = PERFECT.

mindlipstick:

chalya:

Dead Prez - Mind Sex

Oh yes!

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on the way out! i miss my bestie